Sometimes you have to forget how you feel and remember what you deserve.
here’s the video as promised. i know the song sounds rubbish, it’s just us messing around. basically this is the guy who gets me through everything. he’s better than any counsillor or any anti depressant. xxxxx
AWH
aw it’s my video again, c’mon guys, spread the luv! xxxxxxxxx
I just want so desperately to feel something real.
Time to lock everyone out of my room and watch Dear John, because I’m depressed and I hate the world yay!
I keep getting more cynical, more bitter, more depressed. Don’t know who/where the hell I am and have no idea what I’m doing with myself. Doesn’t help to have no friends to even distract you ever so slightly, if even for an hour or two. I keep thinking I’ve hit the bottom and the only way is up, then I continue to fall. Who the fuck is throwing this shit at me?
